Martin embellishes the strength and conviction I possess..

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Expectancy


Just like everyone is expecting the Lakers to win the championship, and betting money that they win...I am expecting some great things to show up and manifest in my life this year-I'm betting money on it. It's like that song, "Can You Feel It"...Well, I can...I can feel some much warranted excitement coming my way.

Why not??? I use to go through the motions of convincing myself, to expect the best, but prepare for the worst....that was just a cop out of doubt and subtle fear that even though I wholeheartedly wanted the best, I didnt believe the best would come to me, so I knew how to mentally prep myself to go through the worst. That adage, never got me anywhere. It was then, my negative way of thinking and negative faith of not trusting in God or trusting that I deserved the best.

I now believe and know, that despite of the negativity that I lived in and the difficult things that often overtake me, I have to remember to regroup, and focus on the silver lining. The silver lining in every rain cloud is the inkling of positive energy, or the other way of looking at your circumstance. The silver lining is the reminder to believe, to hope, to be brave, to think positive...it is the mark that after the storm, the rainbow is coming.